i want focus on my studies now i cant understand in school i request a tution tutor come teach me i discuss with daddy and mummy they was like so ..... sae wad i throwing money in the sea cause i wont be able to study in school how could i be able to study in tution the problem is they dont understand me at all if i focus a little in school i can do well that my mum say but the problem is i cant , dont understand what my teacher talking she alwaes say thing is like so fuck up im so angry i sae dont wan le . i wan study they sae so much i dont study then at dere make so much noise so annoying everything i do is like wrong wasting their money so pissed off lurh... realli hated them sometimes they alwaes like tatnever listen but make so much rubbish comment hated them lots...
just now spent almost all my afternoon at home sleeping i know i like a pig sleep all dae dun nid u to sae hahas.. then miit up with baldwin for dinner at g5 again:) so longg...we didnt do tat le we eat western ! and mye fries ish much more than him hahas but however ie didnt eat finish cos i am so full:) we shifted seat cos of some unconsiderate drinker so kpkb at dere think they kpkb at dere the china auntie beside them at their table will fall for them lols! but the auntie like their money more then him nor i belive. and i belive u have the same idea wibb me:) after tat went to smoke and miit up tze siong and we chat lots about something:) it a secret . i know you are curious but sorry wor cannot sae cos i sae le is a SECRET:) lovess...went to buy fodd for mummy and went home. the food is so awful i wont go dere buy le and will lodge complaint to them tomorrow:)
yesterdae daddy , mummy caught me fire daddy found the pack of thing under my blk when i throw down . everyone was so sad, angry and disapointted in me is not i wan de . i promise mye bastard , sister vivian, parent wont ever touch tat le nw will focus on my study and wait final year end everything will b a fine new dae. dad sae wanna bring me see doctor and sent me to rehabliation centre. if one more time caught daddy sae will sent me straight in he will report police for arrest. at tat time i think until my precious one , i cant leave him , i muz stay here .i cant go in nw if not my future is ruined .
and i will be waiting for my precious one ..
adrain: im sorry . is not you not gd or wad but i feel like waiting for the person i want wait after all friend are still the best i can sae unless u can guarantee no break up and married then i have nothing to say
you told me tat don worry u wont let me drop a tear for u u ask me to belive you but i did. there onli one thing to sae all my ex boyfriend , guys sae tat but they alwaes break their promises.. and let girl drop a tear and is hurt by guys..
should i accept another boy? should i stay here and wait for my perfect one? ie admit i not a gd gf, mama gd girl neither im a gd student i once make a promise to my perfect one that i will be his gd girl. he left me but then .the promise ie will still keep it wait which daes he come back and able to see me change. maybe he wouldn't look back anymore and looking, walking to ur future to find your perfect girl. im nt perfect , im rebellious i can treat u nice provided u treat me gd treat me like a bitch and i will show u wad a bitch can do. loves me and i will adore u, cherish u hated mi , then fuck off cos i hate u too . abandon mi ? i will rmb u
On the year of 2009 january 20 i fall in love with a guy called kester tay the sweetest time ,memories began we known each other from my sec 1 chalet and at that time he was at the age of sec 2 On 2009 we met each other at bugis i got his number and chatted on phone Firstly i tell him i have a little feeling for him after a few hour of talk in phone he ask me to be his gf and i agree. unfortunatly we broke off on 14 february 2009 Valentines day! all my effort are all gone.the gift i wanted to give him are all wasted and nw placed in my cupboard. nw he is gone and im left alone memories remain but had alreadly gone. fashback of memories are common but my uncontrollable tear alway drop down on my face. alway pretending to be happy but sad inside just to brighten up other days and keep them away from worried. you say before if one day you gonna leave me just rmb i was onced loved by you that way and i'll never forget your words. promise is a promise . to be a good girl and i'll keep it. you might broke urs but i'll never broke mines. an urge of findin you and thinking where my boyfriend gone
You light up my days you are the key to my heart you open up with your love and closed it with hurt The time spent with you might be short but the loves i devoted is more then that you dote me from start and end it with pain sometimes i wondering u really dont loved me or u have feeling for your ex back?
a tear symbolize pain,hurt and sorrow if my tear rolled down my face would you even care? of cause you care deeply yes, you always do help me in jams, wipe my tear from my thin and pale face it doesnt really matter who caused my tear caused you wipe all my tear away from my face
you are gone forever my boyfriend, i saw a star in heaven shining bright light tonight you lit up my life like you light up the night here in my heart tell you something you'll never be apart
Dont tell me that you understand dont tell me that you know dont tell me to forget dont tell me sorry cause u know i dont wan it i jus wan u onlli. dont turn away ,i need you now don tell me you care when u are ignoring.
